Full Pink Moon

As I sit out in my yard under this pink full moon....I am reflecting...thinking....I wanted to share. The moon made me realize that no matter what is going on right now. We are just a spec of dust in this HUGE universe. That everyone has a point of view, opinions, their own story and struggles, their own gifts to give to the world, their own purpose. This pink full moon has reminded me to be open minded and to not basic my worth on others. Be open minded to everyone and everything but I am whole I am full by just being me..I am enough by just being me... I am okay by just being me... I am ME...enough..beautiful... flawed, a good hearted person, human, makes mistakes, caring, loving, and just a spec of dust. We all have opinions and points of view... that need to be respected but also make us unique but not always right. Just because we have our own views and ways does not make them the only right ways and views. Let other shine and be themselves and you be you. We all add to this world and to each others lives by just being you...just being your own authentic genuine self. And I add value to this world and to those around me. I am worthy...even when I don't feel so whole and shiny. I will be diving deep into my soul in these next for weeks/month...who knows how long. Taking time to take ME bad. To find myself and who I am. She is lost...I misplaced her. But this new moon has opened me in a way I cant explain right now. All I know is that I need to take this time to step back and find ME again, because I am worth it.

I am going within...driving deep...exploring...healing...loving!

Thank You Mother Moon!

Love,

Apryl

Why YouTube?

My Why?

Why YouTube?

I decided to pick YouTube because it is a health creative outlet for me. It is away I can express myself and share my life with not only family and friends, but with people that our like minded or enjoy what I bring to the table. I thought about doing YouTube for years and years. But because of my anxiety, I put it off and off. Till April 13, 2018...When I shared my first video. I just took the jump. I am so happy I did. I love doing it.  

Why Homemaking and Marriage?

I enjoy cleaning, cooking, and making a home. I enjoy taking care of my husband. I enjoy managing our home. It works for us. We feel like it gives us more time to focus on and enjoy the things we both care about. It is worth giving up that extra paycheck. Right now this is what I am passionate about. Homemaking and sharing it through a creative outlet, like YouTube, is what I am passionate about. It is what makes us both happy. 

Why Lifestyle/Vlogging?

I want to document my life memories, my adventures, and those moments that I want to look back on over and over. I want to share my thoughts and opinions to maybe help someone. To make someone laugh and smile. To bring some happiness to just one person. 

Why Share It Online/On YouTube?

My why for sharing it online is a few things:

This is something I am passionate about. Something I enjoy. Something that makes me smile and happy. Something that makes me want to get out of bed.

Judgement! I have been the center of negative judgement for staying at home, being a housewife with no kids. I have felt the feelings of guilt, shame, sadness, loneliness that comes with that. I don't want another woman to ever feel that way. I not only want to inspire and uplift you but I want to empower you. I want you to feel good about yourself. I want to give you tools, hacks, tips, and tricks I have learned or found useful.

This Is My Why